About Us
The Conscious Observer exists to help people over 45 navigate the spiritual awakening that often comes disguised as life falling apart.
Here, you’ll find tools and conversations that make sense of the signs, patterns, and shifts that show up during big life changes whether that’s losing a loved one, becoming a caregiver, ending a marriage, starting over in midlife, or questioning everything you thought you believed.
I help you:
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Recognize the patterns and loops you’ve been stuck in
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Decode signs and synchronicities
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Work with your shadow instead of avoiding it
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Ground yourself during the “in-between” phase of awakening and on the days when life tosses you in the air. If you’re waking up but don’t yet have the words for it you belong here.
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Our Story
The Conscious Observer didn’t start as a brand it started because life left me no choice but to see things differently.
In 2020, a complication from COVID on top of living with multiple sclerosis forced me to slow down in ways I never imagined. Two years later, I lost my mom to dementia, after watching my father a Vietnam vet who’d been married to her for 60 years say goodbye in the hardest way possible. By 2024, my dad had moved into assisted living, I had moved into a new home as a single parent… and then, just three days before my 56th birthday, I lost my corporate job of 21 years.
That was the moment the bottom dropped out. But it was also the moment everything I’d been ignoring came to the surface: the repeating numbers, the dreams that felt like memories, the uneasy sense that I’d been living on autopilot for years.
I didn’t have a spiritual teacher or a program to follow. What I had was curiosity, grief, and a gut-level knowing that I couldn’t go back to who I was. I started asking better questions. The answers came through signs, synchronicities, and a shift in what I was drawn to.
The Conscious Observer is for people in that same space between who they were and who they’re becoming.
Here, we talk honestly about life changes, awakening, and what it takes to walk through the dark without losing yourself. We don’t bypass the shadows we work with them. We don’t follow trends we follow truth.
I’m not here as a guru. I’m here as someone who’s still walking this road, holding up a lantern so you can see a little further ahead.
You didn’t land here by accident.
